I dream t of you that night when i was all alone in the abyss
But you never showed me your face
There was so much light in it, an illuminating lamp i suppose
I could feel a force ripping through me like a tornado
My thoughts were racing like crazy, random ones too
It was hard for me to lay still as i lay in bed
I dropped to the floor and knelt to you
My hands raised up high as i ask for your forgiveness
Where were you all these years?
Standing right there beside me
You had answered me but I could not see it
I was so selfish and so consumed in my own soul
Faith, what was that all about?
Was it about me or you?
I was so lonely and lost but you gave me the best companion
One that was everlasting and absolute
But isn’t that what you are?
If so, then what am I?
Maybe I am a vessel or a message in a bottle
Or perhaps a traveler sent to this unknown land
I was in search of something greater than myself
A truth so solemnly lost in a jungle of barbarians
This nomadic lifestyle isn’t easy but i continue to move
One day I will stand beside you in light
As faith stood beside me in dark