Lately I’ve been feeling cold in this empty house
Imagining her there like I’m being aroused
She’s there when the music plays
I feel her lost in the sun like yellow rays
She stings me but it tingles
Feeling so comfortably numb
Thoughts of her make me go dumb
I lose control of my body and my mind
My eyes close shut and my dreams go blind
But what is it that drives my mind?
Is it my heart?
Sometimes I have the right words to say but I don’t know where to start
I imagine us at the finish line
There just wasn’t enough time
We came so far but we couldn’t complete our climb
I’m falling and falling
Isnt that appalling?
WIll you catch me when I’m down?
Maybe throw up a smile when I frown?
These realizations are just illusions
Her hand running across my forehead contusion
Sorry baby for the confusion
You scarred me with your abrasians and scrapes
My confidence wrapped in sheets of drapes
Im wrapped in vines of grapes
Cant even taste the sweet nectar
You have me dragged across the floor like hector
Dragging my heart across the sweet floor
The dust follows and then the dirt cries
It all finally comes out like your beautiful lies
But i remember your whispers and the feel of your thighs
Nevermind I must still be living in a fantasy
A utopia of my own mind
Lovers are so blind
They think too much with their heart
If I could see you again I wouldn’t know where to start